Dilemma

Two days holiday just over and suddenly it makes me think of him. A sudden weird feeling struck and maybe because I started to miss him again. Since the first time I met him, I wonder whether the gal name listed in his mail is someone special to him. I dare not to ask. Hmmm....

When I saw him on the line every time, it is true enough that I dare not to start conversation with him. I really scare he will spread unnecessary rumors to the place that I don's like. Maybe it shows that I admire him more than other way round.

I wonder why gals prefer "bad guys" than "good ones". I admit the "bad ones" are more outstanding and manage to grab a place in your heart too...

Guess it is the right time for me to forget him but how a? Quite hard some how. I have tried since last year.