BRag

Yesterday, I witnessed a gang of guy consist of different age group. But I never guessed that most of them already get married. Their topic? Quite interesting. Many people know that when a guy visit Thai without gf and wife always, it means something.

One of the guy says that his gf always control in everything he did. From drinking to everything. Another guy says that he always behave the same when he visited Bangkok. Drink, clubbing and etc eventhough wife is following. Cause he says he wanted to proof to his wife that  he is still the same w or w/out her presence. Means he won't change. If wife wanted to follow, let her follow until she get bored.

Hmmm....I wonder how would gals response when heard that?

What's wrong with me??

“Bad Boy” a song sung by A-Mei, a Taiwanese artist is true enough to show that girls are more likely to attract to bad guys rather than good ones. Undeniably, they are really good in catching our attention. I spotted him for some time but not really have a good chance to start conversation with him. He looks so shy and quiet when I first met him. And I was proved that I was wrong until that day he fooled me in front of his colleagues..Hmmm…Sure angry larr + so embarrassing…I can’t work properly after that… But, he laugh and laugh and still laughing for my “serious+naïve”..Arghh…Then he asked his colleagues to ask quite a few questions and I can say most of it, I do not have the intention to answer honestly…

Few days later (still laughing), calling me again..Become phobia liao to see him. Heart beat becoming faster and if possible, I would like to avoid him. What’s wrong with me??

What can i do for you?

家家有本难念的经。I agreed with this statement a lot. Today, I received call from my aunty asking me for information about her daughter’s education. From her voice, I can hear that her tone was sad and crying. But I can’t help much since her daughter refused to get help. I feel so guilty and pity on behalf of my aunty. It seems like the children does not understand the situation that faced by their parents.

Felt so terrible, from my aunt tone, I can feel her shaking tone that deeply begging for help from others. Thank God the little girl is not my sister, or else, she will learn a good lesson from me. It seems like she didn’t understand that the money that her parents are earning are hard earn “血汗钱”. Maybe she will start to understand that once she working in real working industry. Why don’t she ask help from my uncle to advice her daughter leh. 

Life Routine

Feeling so relieved since the presentation today is done. This power mad teacher is picking on us every time with i do not know why she have to do so. Coming early to class today waiting for my turn to present, I can see that most of them looks tired. Since one of my course is saying that she is tired, I was backing up by saying that's why we are sleepy. This guy, I do not know what's wrong with him, just interrupted. Everybody is sleepy not just you...What's wrong with him?

Of course ppl will feel tired since everybody is doing last minute work.  Sorry to say, deserve it too...I know my presentation is not perfect since I do not know why this girl come out with some funny question that makes me answer so stupidly.OMG!!

Pets

I have two lovely dogs which I loved very muchie. Yesterday, when I read newspaper about "shar pei" dog, it loooks so so so cute and make me wanna adapt them.Too bad, I do not have the ability to do so..

I have to say I love pets very much until my parents told me that one day to open pets centre one day and use all my money to take care them...Bankrupt la me...

Dogs are really human's best friend, they manage to keep their master happy, sophisticated, sometimes angry and missed them deeply when they are gone. Their loyalty, of course  more than any other human being. They take it as their duty to keep their master entertained.

A movie by Richard Gere talking about a loyal dog make me cried and sobbing like a child. Really a touching movie. Worth a while to watch it and I can feel the heartache and the loyalty behind the movie. In fact, it really happens before...OMG...

Him

It has been more than one year I didn’t meet him up. Last time, he used to park a special place in my heart even though his bad attitudes. But I like the serious attitude when he was working. It means this guy is very responsible. Is it chemical romance taken place? We do not seem to have common topic, but it seems like I was attracted. Why? Until now, I still can’t figure out the answers.

And I always think that I shall not have this feeling since I do not know whether he has somebody special in his heart. Guess nobody will like over-weight girl (except for certain special case).

Leave without goodbye is the most perfect but heart-aching. I wonder if he has the same feeling. Perhaps not, since he always wander around pretty girls. Hoping my life would be like one of the drama, having the plot and climax like the one in drama, it will be great (watch too many drama, that’s y got imaginary)

Wishing to meet him nearby my college is just a dream and I heard my wake up call. It is the time to wake up after so much time has been wasted into deleting all the memories. It is time to let go. Finally, I can declare that the feeling is vanished and when I saw him online, the feeling of admiring, affection is gone. Hopefully he lives well now and always and it is the time for me to wake up from dreamland.  Happy !!!

Wu Liao

I know why I like Friday the most, because it is the last day of full week study. Undeniably, I like the way that lecturer teach. However, it is very hard to capture all the things that he teaches. High-Mac people mar. The way of thinking also different from others. At least he is the only lecturer who consider on behalf of the Muslims students (Leave us off early)..Nice…

Next week is going to be a quite challenging week for my course mates and me. On the week itself, we have to do one marketing plan presentation and follow on by a class debate. I never have the chance to join debate and it is my first time..Feel very nervous.

Trying to think positively, undeniable that two lecturers themselves are very fussy about everything related to the presentation and the debate. am I able to achieve what they want? I wanna to be perfectionist or high-achiever. Hehe…Do not get coward oooo….and say no to stammering. Bless me that all points and vocabulary flows like water..Hehe

Sentimental Day

the christian hillsong "we are the reason by Avalon" suddenly strike up my mind. Freshly remember that one day, my sister ask me for guidelines to do video of her uniform body and we made up our mine to choose "we are the reason" as the most suitable background music..At first, we thought wanna choose something rocky or latest hit song eg: L.Gaga. Cause latest pop manage to catch attention. But is a big no-no too many old people service.

Inside there, we use a lot old photos which will go through each year till recently. I had discharged from the service for at least 2 years ago but I can feel that the spirit is still strong in me. The moment the photos go through 1 by 1, I recalled a lot of things. The conflicts, nice times, hard time, singing time...I'm assured that some of my happiness come from there.

A strong gratitude with the mixture of missing strike to my heart and I feel touched after watching the video. I wonder what will happen to those bunch of friends who went through the same thing watch this video. How will they feel?  If this video is made specially for me, the tears that come from me is tear of joy.

I admit since I started to stay in hustle bustle city life, I lost my life, happiness and everything. And whatsoever the good virtues you have are shaken by  the REAL-ity life. That is to be materialistic, self-centered, less smile, always correct situation and etc. It looks like the REAL-ity life has taken over your HAPPI-ness life. Or I am still the only one who refused to face reality or still live in past tense?

I miss them but I dare or got no way wanna to look back for them. For the fear of everything...I scare...indeed...

A reminder to me

Today, the lesson went on as normal.It seems like I just get rid some of the stones and burden in my heart. That's call responsibility. For this semester, lecturers give us a lot assignment. Can't blame them. It is for our own good sake. Cause I took up too many subjects, that's why the assignments loaded with endless timeline...

However, I feel quite satisfies cause I almost finish half of the overall subject's assignments. I know more will coming on, I need to get myself motivated so that I have the power and the will to complete everything. Hope I blink my eyes and it already September. Then it will be very fine for me cause everything will come to the end.

And I wish to change my stammer and ever pausing explanation method. Marks will be deducted and am really impressed with my classmates who manage to present so fluently (although they said they're not).Need to change before I went back to working industries.

Today, I just realized that every people is selfish...They said they did not do anything, but the moment teacher wanted to see something, they manage to show at least something, their presentations...So, what does their "Haven or Didn't do" mean?

I want, want and still want to complete my plan within a week. No more rushing work for me...I do not wish to burn midnight oil again at last minute...Even I myself also cannot convince myself that working last minute work can get some sympathy from others. Cause I don't. No sympathy for those who did not take any initiatives to work at least something or finish within the limited time.

However, there are nice jokes as souvenir for me. When I was on my way back to KL Sentral, got one guy who walk behind me suddenly by pass me and telling me that my trousers is falling. hahaha...How come my trousers will fall and I do not know it?Hmm....Should I answer it is low cut?Haha....Since Ramadhan already started, of course the train will be more pack than usual. It is a very good chance for muscle building and the packest train ever...Haha...Nice idea from nearby college students....

Haiz....

The day just over...Hmm...I just study for four days per week..But it seems like tired like ever...and of course, gain a lot of weight...OMG...having good meals every day? No way.....having Hi-carb food leh...and sit still at least 6 hours per day....tak gemuk pun hairan lorr...Face is getting rounder and rounder...every time say wanna on diet and keep  fit, every time not succeed...Yerr...

Presentation is coming....almost all formal wear cannot wear pulak...yerr....

今日日记

天气：下雨天

今天，我纵欲成功交了两份Assignment。心情觉得轻松了许多。身为一位大学生，熬夜时难免的。觉得我的黑眼圈越来越像熊猫。可是我没那只熊猫可爱啊。。哈哈。。。他是“人见人爱”可是我就“越看越像 『鬼』 啊。还是走到哪里睡到哪里。有一点佩服我自己，可以在不同样 “Posture” 睡着。幸运没人认得我啊。。

P.S:努力的吧说有功课做完。加油！！

想法

今天，我的心情觉得非常糟糕。今天早上还好好的。有说有笑的，心情还不错。可是一面对到市区的压力，觉得好累也好无奈。疲累得我又应该这样想棒发让自己更加快乐呢？觉得老实不想回到家中。回头看，我以及很久没寻找到我要的快乐和娱乐。看来，我的人生过得很悲伤。希望，我不会让同样的事情发生在我的生上了吧。还是，我太可望有人来关心我？想太多了吧。。哈哈哈

找朋友？大家过着大家的生活啊.。。说有的朋友都脱离了。我想，要为此“情”不管是爱情，亲情或是友情是非常不容易。

我希望我的朋友们可以得到最美好的祝福和喜悦。尤其是我的好友，我最希望她可以快点找到她的另外一半。妳要幸福哦。。。

Sharing

These few nights, I barely had good quality sleep due to frequent disturbance by mosquitoes. So, I decided after class, I need to go to Jusco to grab something that can reduce the mosquitoes bite at night. When I reached Jusco, i barely try to grab anything that I found useful to fight mosquitoes. Due to long queue in "less 10 items" counter, I have to wait at other long queue purchasing lots of things. Sobs. 

Law of attraction comes to my mine when I really hope the guy in front me can let his turn for me. To my surprise, he really turn to me and let me to buy first..Wow...It works. I save a lot time. Yay...Simple thing but great happiness and satisfaction.Hehehehe... 

Third Sem

My third semester had started for weeks. I just realised that this new semester already taken place for five weeks respectively and I still have nine week to strive on. Hopefully I manage to handle it and get a good result for every subject I worked on.

This semester is really a super busy sem for me. I have three presentations, at least four assignments pending. But so far, I just manage to complete one presentation and tutorials only. Others, remain untouched and I do not know how to do it actually. The assignments seems easy in the eyes of my lecturers but looks torturing on us. As the dateline is coming on the way, hopefully ideas may come out to enlighten me to do my assignments.

May God Bless. to make assignments and presentations smoother than usual.Hehe.

If I manage to pass this sem peacefully, I big sigh of relieve, I would say to myself as this shows I was on my path to graduate soon!

搞笑

我刚才用了Google Translate 才发觉从华语防疫到英文是那么好笑的。多多少少差好多哦。。“好棒” 变成 “Terrific"。哈哈哈。。太可爱了吧。

几天前，我爸爸闹了一个笑话。那天，他问客人要吃什么，客人就告诉他要一粒大包（Big Pau）。他就问客人，你要烧的还是‘steam’的呢？（大包那里可以那来烧啊？）客人就觉得好奇怪，一是他就问老板，我要的是大包啊，又烧的吗？哈哈。。。

摆了一场乌龙。果然是个难忘的笑话。

希望

我好希望有一天我能够完完全全用华语来写我的部落格。可是又怕写了太多错字，笑痛人家的肚子啊。。第一个笑我的人一定是我的好友。我很感谢她一路来的关心！！一路来，我从来没告诉任何人我为什么开始写部落格。应为，我是真的很想跟他分享坠井的我在搞什么。我最不希望到了大学，唯一一个好友都失去联络了。希望他会明白。

觉得好爽，好棒。不希望他人会看得明白。哈哈哈哈哈哈。。

Thoughts...

I found out that it is quite hard for me to communicate with fellow course mates. It seems like "boycotting". Everything started after last week presentation. They need my help to buy them text books since the photocopy price is almost same with original price, but I, myself did not leave nearby the place and I am so loaded with my time table from Monday to Friday. These girls still ask me to get the book (since one of them live nearby there).

The only solution for me is to get the books I needed through online booking. But, they charged 7 bucks as courier fee. This gals "siam" off and on coming class they started to "bai chou lian". What goes wrong here? Pretend as I am transparent. Miss R treated me appear when her friends are not here but treated me invisible when her friends are here.

Aiyoh...Terasa pulak...Is that my problem?

Presentation

This afternoon, I just did my moral presentation. Weirdo, a bunch of people that usually take a long sweet time for lunch decided not to take lunch and become the first group to do presentation...outstanding..haha...

While presenting, projector damaged..and we use freelance style to present. Teacher told us tat our group presentation need to last at least half an hour. To our horror, half hour maybe too long. We ended up presenting about an hour and we really make it! Although some errors occurred, thank God my group presentation was the best among all for today.yay...

骑牛找马

"骑牛找马", this is the best word to describe a classmates of mine. We are taking same subject for this semester and teacher decided to give us group assignment where we will be group two in a group. My class, got a lady who personality is quite special until nobody dares to group with her (since past incidence that happened several times where anybody who group with her needed to do all the work alone). Let's call her Miss J. Here, appear another lady named Miss R who is considered quite close to me (i tot she was close to me and i'm just "tepuk tangan sebelah tak berbunyi" scare to group with Miss J since Miss J invited Miss R to group with her...

Scare that any mishap happened to herself (Ms. R), she quickly turned to me to ask me to group with her. At first, I reluctant to group with her since I wished to group with another classmate of mine. Since Miss R insisted me to group with her, I have to reject my classmate.

Immediately, Miss R told Miss J that I wanted to group with her...Oh Gosh!! Fine....Few days later, Miss R found out that another Chinese gal do not have group yet and she offered herself to group with her. Immediately, she "throw" me away and ask me to group back with my classmate...

Isn't that insulting? Does she meant that she wanted to group with me because she does not have suitable candidate yet? Once she found a suitable choice, then just throw me at the side? what does she think i am? in chinese word, "骑牛找马=riding on a cow to find horse" means she will change whenever there is suitable choice. <>

Worse still, this afternoon, intended to have lunch with them. When I asked them where are you going to have your lunch, she answered that she doesn't know and storm off with her gang..finally, i know that she “甩开我” when she has her own friend. I shall remember this...

P&C

I really wonder that do my classmate knows what is private and confidential. This morning, I reached early to class and the gang were chit-chatting to spent off time. This girl, started to chat and expose my results to others. OMG....Can't she lower down her voice? Why she wanted to tell all my marks in detail to somebody else there?She was trying to tell everybody that my Business Law result is just 3 marks higher than her. I'm stressing...3 marks...Worse still, whenever there are people discussing about results, she was the first one to help me to "advertise" my exam marks and grades to others...

Ish...Why don't she just tell her marks and grades to others..Worse to worst, she started to analyse all my marks and grades from semester 1 till now. How many As, Bs or Cs I have so far...Why can't she keep her mouth shut but to let other people know. Don't she knows that it is call P&C? I do not need people to advertise for me larr...

Life is short

I do and always tell people surrounding me that life is short and with any possible, try to enjoy every day. Not to let it got wasted like that. However, I admit it that I do not really live or understand that condition very well until....

Everything changed when I sms my course mate to come for a meeting tomorrow. Her beloved dad pass away in a sudden. This morning when she was doing her last paper, everything was fine. I do not know why but some how I know that her dad is very health conscious and very active in doing exercises. I do not know how to console her as the moment she called me to cancel our meeting, she sobs uncontrollably.

I get to know that I take life and people around me for granted. Ya, I got a lot chance to talk and loiter around them. One question strike my mind, what happen if the thing happen on me? I will be even worse than her. What happen if they left without saying goodbye? It is terrible!!!

Moral of the story is appreciate those around you. Cherish them. Tell them how much you love them. Not until the time you got no chance to tell them so. it will be too late then.

Mother's Day celebration

This year Mother's Day celebration is rather special for me. For years past, I did not have the chance to celebrate this celebration but this year does. All the siblings plan together to bring dearest mummy to Secret Recipe for a luncheon treat and cake as dessert.

Aim: To fill mummy's tummy till full full de.
Goal: Succeed. She can't have a slice cake for her dessert.

Haha... However, we plan to give her a surprise present and cakes to celebrate her coming birthday as well..Hehe...Hopefully she will like it.

Dreaming

My Business Law and Mgmt practice paper will be coming soon. I really have no mood to study at all. These two subjects have bulks of information need to be inserted into my memory. Thinking that it will be marvelous if my memory functions like a pendrive or a hardisk. Everything can be inserted at once. Hehe...Then I can of course, copy paste the answer straight away...Wake up wake up...too early to start dreaming so soon.

Let me count down, I still have 3 days before my B.Law paper and 5 days left for Mgmt Prac paper. Instead of reading the academic books, i tuned myself to read "Secrets of Happiness" where I can find all the quotes. Hehe...

I still remember that my bestie once give me a quote rhythm like this. "Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence". Prepare for the future without fear". I don't really know who is the person who said it but I'm so grateful as this quote deeply touch my heart and of course did a great job in healing my pain.

Hereby, I would like to thank her and the people who "invent" this quote. Love you!!

Dilemma

Two days holiday just over and suddenly it makes me think of him. A sudden weird feeling struck and maybe because I started to miss him again. Since the first time I met him, I wonder whether the gal name listed in his mail is someone special to him. I dare not to ask. Hmmm....

When I saw him on the line every time, it is true enough that I dare not to start conversation with him. I really scare he will spread unnecessary rumors to the place that I don's like. Maybe it shows that I admire him more than other way round.

I wonder why gals prefer "bad guys" than "good ones". I admit the "bad ones" are more outstanding and manage to grab a place in your heart too...

Guess it is the right time for me to forget him but how a? Quite hard some how. I have tried since last year.

Exam day~~

My first paper for final start with Business Maths. After attempting the paper, I found it is quite hard and I think it is impossible for me to score an A for this paper. While attempting, a guilty feeling strike my heart as a good teacher like her always tried her best to make her students understand and know how to do the questions; holding a little hope that her students can do well for her paper. Hopefully, our batch did not make her really disappointed.

Hardly to blame that I myself did not put 100% effort in this paper. Cause I did not do a thorough revision to boost my confidence before entering the hall. My coursemate, who study at eleventh hour have full confidence than I am and hopefully she manage to get an A for this subject.

I hope that the coming paper will be smooth ones.....

GPS usage day...

These few days have been a real busy day for me.. The exam will be starting tomorrow but I do not have the energy and mood to study at all..Few days ago, my cousin ask my help to ask info about college course. I did try my best to help but seems to no avail. Hopefully, I did help out.

It was my third time to use GPS to guide me on tricky KL route to send my cousin to Pudu station. As requested. my mum was travelling with me.The trip ended up with the GPS is playing fool with me by guiding me round around garden. I used more than an hour to reach nearby the station and it end up at the place I do not familiar at all...Haha...really a wonderful trip. The GPS ended up bring me to the Highway and Southern part of KL. Luckily, not to any farm or forests..haha..

I really wonder should I buy a GPS when my financial allowed or learn KL roads in hard core way? Any suggestions?