我一直都相信 “苦中带甜” 的道理。今天总算给我遇到了。可是我的是 “不快乐中带点甜”。原来，好人是那么难当的。那天，发出内心要帮满好友却得到 “FFK" 的下场， 要求他人帮忙也没了。破坏我的计划。。。。
心情糟糕的我带着不愉快的心情去上班。同时，我的“阿头” 带了一瓶大城市最出名的糖果。看到了它，什么气都消了。多姿多彩又多口味的糖果真的让人舍不得把它吃了。
原来简单的糖果跟他人一起分享也是一种小小的快乐。可惜，我有一位臭嘴的同事不懂得珍惜。原谅他吧！
今天我体会到生活有可能有很多不完美的地方，千万别气馁。应为过程当中会有一线光照着我们，带出许多欢喜更快乐。。加油吧！！
Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Arghh
My life as a student finally ended. It is the time for me to move into new stage of my life. Although this New Year I didn't have time to enjoy much because of assignment's datelines, I felt quite contented because I have fully completed the course. Hopefully I can pull through my final semester.
I feel so pathetic and started to doubt the definition of "f.r.i.e.n.d.s" in my dictionary when my sister's incident took place. She has less friends but those few close friends are so close until they shared the joy and laughter during that precious week holiday. Those are things I could see when they took turns to each others houses sharing all kinds of activities, 38 news, cards, movies and etc.
Then I compared with what I got this year. I dated my friends to go out and the outcomes of course I do not wish to explain. I always knew family is important but numerous occasion took place. Is it something wrong with my interest, topic and bla bla bla which made them feel rejected or boring or I really didn't even worth a penny to share about. OMG....Yes, I'm here to ask 1001 question and to relieve dissatisfaction. Coz I know she wont read about this. Really got fed up and boring when I heard friends asking me to go out 'padahal' I'm not in locally but when I was home, "kentut" pun tak rak....
It seems like my close friends are not even close to me at all. With their numerous excuses and "lap" me aside really made me annoyed. Pretty annoyed caused this incident did not happen for first time and willno be last time as well.
I feel so pathetic and started to doubt the definition of "f.r.i.e.n.d.s" in my dictionary when my sister's incident took place. She has less friends but those few close friends are so close until they shared the joy and laughter during that precious week holiday. Those are things I could see when they took turns to each others houses sharing all kinds of activities, 38 news, cards, movies and etc.
Then I compared with what I got this year. I dated my friends to go out and the outcomes of course I do not wish to explain. I always knew family is important but numerous occasion took place. Is it something wrong with my interest, topic and bla bla bla which made them feel rejected or boring or I really didn't even worth a penny to share about. OMG....Yes, I'm here to ask 1001 question and to relieve dissatisfaction. Coz I know she wont read about this. Really got fed up and boring when I heard friends asking me to go out 'padahal' I'm not in locally but when I was home, "kentut" pun tak rak....
It seems like my close friends are not even close to me at all. With their numerous excuses and "lap" me aside really made me annoyed. Pretty annoyed caused this incident did not happen for first time and willno be last time as well.
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
Book of Attraction
One day, when I am on my way back from college, I heard a DJ in radio talking about "Law of Attraction". I really wonder what is that until a girl tell her experience that it is a attitude of controlling one's mind and thinking. Amazed, i do nothing but the title itself was well remembered.
My curiosity tell me that I should get a chance to do some research on it. I want the book!! One day I found the book by accident. Law of attraction really works on me.Is this called Law of Attraction that attracts what I wanted. Usually, I fail to find any books that I really want all the time. The book appear itself in front of me just in few days. Does that mean that if we have the will to want something, it will appear?
My curiosity tell me that I should get a chance to do some research on it. I want the book!! One day I found the book by accident. Law of attraction really works on me.Is this called Law of Attraction that attracts what I wanted. Usually, I fail to find any books that I really want all the time. The book appear itself in front of me just in few days. Does that mean that if we have the will to want something, it will appear?
Tortoise
When we grew order, like it or not, problems will increase as well. That time, we need to learn "give and take" as part of our life. I always thought that life is either black or white. In reality, most of our life are coloured in grey. No matter you like it or not, the learning process of receiving newborns as well as whom you beloved was leaving you. Can't believe it my beloved pet; tortoise who doesn't speak, act or even play can tuned my emo level drastically.
I had always love to have tortoise as one type of my pet. Of course, I'm not 100% pet lover. Somehow, tortoise placed second after dogs. As wished, my parents granted my wish on 2011 when they allow me to keep two tortoises. I named it Jackpot and McFee. Both tortoise are really naughty brat who keep bullying each other. Like Ninja turtle, they got stunts like spider and etc. Most of the time, they managed to keep customers in my parents shop entertained and they love to see a lot people.. Weird kudos.
Yesterday evening, as usual, I fed them with their food. But I can't see Jackpot moving. That hyperactive brat is motionless even though I keep on tickling his body. His feet and neck are well stretched. I thought he was dead. After discussing with mum, I decided to bury him. This brat is playing prank and swim nicely in his pool.
This morning, I send all my tortoises Jackpot, Mcfee and Unnamed tortoise for release in temple. I thought I was pretty okay but somehow when the moment I release it into the pond, the feeling of sobbing, heartache came. I MISS all of them. All of them are cute enough and painted a tiny bit in my heart. I felt so sorry to let them go...Just in a minute time, I saw a tortoise laying eggs in that pond. I saw new living beings (tortoise) about to come here. Touched...
I had always love to have tortoise as one type of my pet. Of course, I'm not 100% pet lover. Somehow, tortoise placed second after dogs. As wished, my parents granted my wish on 2011 when they allow me to keep two tortoises. I named it Jackpot and McFee. Both tortoise are really naughty brat who keep bullying each other. Like Ninja turtle, they got stunts like spider and etc. Most of the time, they managed to keep customers in my parents shop entertained and they love to see a lot people.. Weird kudos.
Yesterday evening, as usual, I fed them with their food. But I can't see Jackpot moving. That hyperactive brat is motionless even though I keep on tickling his body. His feet and neck are well stretched. I thought he was dead. After discussing with mum, I decided to bury him. This brat is playing prank and swim nicely in his pool.
This morning, I send all my tortoises Jackpot, Mcfee and Unnamed tortoise for release in temple. I thought I was pretty okay but somehow when the moment I release it into the pond, the feeling of sobbing, heartache came. I MISS all of them. All of them are cute enough and painted a tiny bit in my heart. I felt so sorry to let them go...Just in a minute time, I saw a tortoise laying eggs in that pond. I saw new living beings (tortoise) about to come here. Touched...
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