Tortoise

When we grew order, like it or not, problems will increase as well. That time, we need to learn "give and take" as part of our life. I always thought that life is either black or white. In reality, most of our life are coloured in grey. No matter you like it or not, the learning process of receiving newborns as well as whom you beloved was leaving you. Can't believe it my beloved pet; tortoise who doesn't speak, act or even play can tuned my emo level drastically.

I had always love to have tortoise as one type of my pet. Of course, I'm not 100% pet lover. Somehow, tortoise placed second after dogs. As wished, my parents granted my wish on 2011 when they allow me to keep two tortoises. I named it Jackpot and McFee. Both tortoise are really naughty brat who keep bullying each other. Like Ninja turtle, they got stunts like spider and etc. Most of the time, they managed to keep customers in my parents shop entertained and they love to see a lot people.. Weird kudos.

Yesterday evening, as usual, I fed them with their food. But I can't see Jackpot moving. That hyperactive brat is motionless even though I keep on tickling  his body. His feet and neck are well stretched. I thought he was dead. After discussing with mum, I decided to bury him. This brat is playing prank and swim nicely in his pool.

This morning, I send all my tortoises Jackpot, Mcfee and Unnamed tortoise for release in temple. I thought I was pretty okay but somehow when the moment I release it into the pond, the feeling of sobbing, heartache came. I MISS all of them. All of them are cute enough and painted a tiny bit in my heart. I felt so sorry to let them go...Just in a minute time, I saw a tortoise laying eggs in that pond. I saw new living beings (tortoise) about to come here. Touched...