Him

It has been more than one year I didn’t meet him up. Last time, he used to park a special place in my heart even though his bad attitudes. But I like the serious attitude when he was working. It means this guy is very responsible. Is it chemical romance taken place? We do not seem to have common topic, but it seems like I was attracted. Why? Until now, I still can’t figure out the answers.

And I always think that I shall not have this feeling since I do not know whether he has somebody special in his heart. Guess nobody will like over-weight girl (except for certain special case).

Leave without goodbye is the most perfect but heart-aching. I wonder if he has the same feeling. Perhaps not, since he always wander around pretty girls. Hoping my life would be like one of the drama, having the plot and climax like the one in drama, it will be great (watch too many drama, that’s y got imaginary)

Wishing to meet him nearby my college is just a dream and I heard my wake up call. It is the time to wake up after so much time has been wasted into deleting all the memories. It is time to let go. Finally, I can declare that the feeling is vanished and when I saw him online, the feeling of admiring, affection is gone. Hopefully he lives well now and always and it is the time for me to wake up from dreamland.  Happy !!!