Feeling meh...

我以为我已经可以放下他了。只从那一天看到他载着一个女生出去吃饭，感觉好难受，心好酸。我承认，我真的吃醋。那天的心情好糟糕。突然开始问自己为何他载的不是我。用了最现代化的帮发去疏解不愉快的心情。去唱K。。。那天，我和富太一起标了好多首歌。慢慢的就把这种感觉忘了。也许，唱歌是个很好的办法去疏解情绪。

一两个礼拜过了，没想到昨天会遇到他在路旁走着。我的心开始“泡泡”的跳，超高兴的。拥抱着一些小希望还有机会看到他。但如今天，我放工的时候，遇到他驾车载着Joyce. 好多疑问不停在我的脑海里出现。他们是男女朋友吗？几时开时？个个种种的问题。会是好朋友吗？

我真的好心痛。可以这么办呢？天啊，有没有医心痛的药吗？

Jealousy Week

My weekdays started with turbulences. I was not confirmed to be permanent staff,moving office with loads of documents, n etc. Well, pretty messy and annoying.

Thank God this week most of the issues is well managed. I wish to gratefully thank one of my colleague who wilfully did some "analysis" to resolve one of my problems. Yeah, she managed to convince me when she did spare some of her precious time in deep thoughts of the issues and looking for solutions instead. I shall remember that. What oldies says: “不见了橙，得到个吉。

老天真的对我不坏。

Last Friday, I saw D was out for lunch alone with another girl. A small size lady to accompany him for luncheon. Well, it feels so bad to see the person you actually interested hanging out alone with another girls (one of the sign of jealously). I had tried to peek the lady who was sitting beside him but no guts. Scare feel even more terrible after saw what I didn't wish too. After some thoughts and emo days, it can be concluded this way: i) he is a good guy who deserve better girl and perhaps that girl suits her more ii) Yup, i'm really jealous and still no further chemistry in between us iii) life still goes on no matter how happy or unhappy you are...

Well, it hurts but I know I can overcome it very soon. May God bless he get a good partner soonest possible. The same wish from me.