Mr.Right

I got to know him for more than year. Looks quite and reserved, I didn't really pay attention on him until one day he drank too much beer (I think), his attitude changed from seemed like an introvert to totally extrovert. Undeniably, looks cute too.

Although fooled by him, I do not think I'm not as brave as other girls who dare to flirt with him. It seems like we are playing "mental challenge game-to test once patience). I know he observe me for sometime and I bet he did.

Sometimes, I really wonder why his skin is even better than some girls. Very clean shaved and look soft. I wonder if he use special facial care products..Hmmm... and I love his tattoo ^^

Hopefully something might happen this time..

BRag

Yesterday, I witnessed a gang of guy consist of different age group. But I never guessed that most of them already get married. Their topic? Quite interesting. Many people know that when a guy visit Thai without gf and wife always, it means something.

One of the guy says that his gf always control in everything he did. From drinking to everything. Another guy says that he always behave the same when he visited Bangkok. Drink, clubbing and etc eventhough wife is following. Cause he says he wanted to proof to his wife that  he is still the same w or w/out her presence. Means he won't change. If wife wanted to follow, let her follow until she get bored.

Hmmm....I wonder how would gals response when heard that?

What's wrong with me??

“Bad Boy” a song sung by A-Mei, a Taiwanese artist is true enough to show that girls are more likely to attract to bad guys rather than good ones. Undeniably, they are really good in catching our attention. I spotted him for some time but not really have a good chance to start conversation with him. He looks so shy and quiet when I first met him. And I was proved that I was wrong until that day he fooled me in front of his colleagues..Hmmm…Sure angry larr + so embarrassing…I can’t work properly after that… But, he laugh and laugh and still laughing for my “serious+naïve”..Arghh…Then he asked his colleagues to ask quite a few questions and I can say most of it, I do not have the intention to answer honestly…

Few days later (still laughing), calling me again..Become phobia liao to see him. Heart beat becoming faster and if possible, I would like to avoid him. What’s wrong with me??

What can i do for you?

家家有本难念的经。I agreed with this statement a lot. Today, I received call from my aunty asking me for information about her daughter’s education. From her voice, I can hear that her tone was sad and crying. But I can’t help much since her daughter refused to get help. I feel so guilty and pity on behalf of my aunty. It seems like the children does not understand the situation that faced by their parents.

Felt so terrible, from my aunt tone, I can feel her shaking tone that deeply begging for help from others. Thank God the little girl is not my sister, or else, she will learn a good lesson from me. It seems like she didn’t understand that the money that her parents are earning are hard earn “血汗钱”. Maybe she will start to understand that once she working in real working industry. Why don’t she ask help from my uncle to advice her daughter leh. 

Life Routine

Feeling so relieved since the presentation today is done. This power mad teacher is picking on us every time with i do not know why she have to do so. Coming early to class today waiting for my turn to present, I can see that most of them looks tired. Since one of my course is saying that she is tired, I was backing up by saying that's why we are sleepy. This guy, I do not know what's wrong with him, just interrupted. Everybody is sleepy not just you...What's wrong with him?

Of course ppl will feel tired since everybody is doing last minute work.  Sorry to say, deserve it too...I know my presentation is not perfect since I do not know why this girl come out with some funny question that makes me answer so stupidly.OMG!!

Pets

I have two lovely dogs which I loved very muchie. Yesterday, when I read newspaper about "shar pei" dog, it loooks so so so cute and make me wanna adapt them.Too bad, I do not have the ability to do so..

I have to say I love pets very much until my parents told me that one day to open pets centre one day and use all my money to take care them...Bankrupt la me...

Dogs are really human's best friend, they manage to keep their master happy, sophisticated, sometimes angry and missed them deeply when they are gone. Their loyalty, of course  more than any other human being. They take it as their duty to keep their master entertained.

A movie by Richard Gere talking about a loyal dog make me cried and sobbing like a child. Really a touching movie. Worth a while to watch it and I can feel the heartache and the loyalty behind the movie. In fact, it really happens before...OMG...

Him

It has been more than one year I didn’t meet him up. Last time, he used to park a special place in my heart even though his bad attitudes. But I like the serious attitude when he was working. It means this guy is very responsible. Is it chemical romance taken place? We do not seem to have common topic, but it seems like I was attracted. Why? Until now, I still can’t figure out the answers.

And I always think that I shall not have this feeling since I do not know whether he has somebody special in his heart. Guess nobody will like over-weight girl (except for certain special case).

Leave without goodbye is the most perfect but heart-aching. I wonder if he has the same feeling. Perhaps not, since he always wander around pretty girls. Hoping my life would be like one of the drama, having the plot and climax like the one in drama, it will be great (watch too many drama, that’s y got imaginary)

Wishing to meet him nearby my college is just a dream and I heard my wake up call. It is the time to wake up after so much time has been wasted into deleting all the memories. It is time to let go. Finally, I can declare that the feeling is vanished and when I saw him online, the feeling of admiring, affection is gone. Hopefully he lives well now and always and it is the time for me to wake up from dreamland.  Happy !!!